diabolic crush
I jog on a cloudy and undecided zone
where loneliness and the need to be with
others mix, like the day with the night.
I can not be me-me, as I would like to be,
openly, sociable, but neither to stay hidden,
isolated, as I have sometimes the impulse
to do it. And the inability to choose one
of those paths, it's like a diabolic crush.