serious

I went back here, — to the scene of adventures,

where I've come to love you so-so many times,

where so serious, you taught me to use silence,

and just how it should be scattered and released,

and finally, again, to get it caught in my fists.

I went back here, — to the scene of adventures

for reviving myself in your non-earthly beauty,

to let myself be abandoned through your desires

and through the space and abyss of a fragile color

reflected delightfully in the blue shell of your sea.