what I want
right now, you breathe again
the words of my free time, —
you know what I want... —
you know like I know nobody's
so funny like me in your mind
gifted to electrify your fantasies
or to surprise your imagination, —
somehow, you're addicted to me,
I'm an indispensable mad feeling
in your memories, in your deeds,
I'm deeply in you, not a name, —
not a number but hours of stories
never negated but only accessed