mess
i felt my presence into the silent chaos of his mess,
and the impact on him, in any district that he trod
i felt i am for him, not a closer one, but a concept,
as he transplanted all my faults into a lovely shape
i felt my sighs more true than any truth i live,
deducted arrogantly, as an ironic irony, (because…)
…because he had the boldness to narrow his eyes
by blinding mine with his shimmering darkness
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i felt... felt my beauty in the shadow of his thoughts
and his only water in any province he trod
he made... made me feel like an idea and not a poem,
thanks to my flaws, restyled by him into a classy ideal;
even my dreams... my dreams became realer as real
while our truth was only an abstract in bathos, buzzing