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what I've known for a very long time

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[hush], it's the name of the longing [the ice cream man], it's the diminutive [dirty little secret], it's the dream's title [alligator], it's the protagonist lips will interpret, [when you touch me], caring to not miss [elements and things] choreography will perform something... [what I've known for a very long time] other characters are the stuff that will be fireworks and sweet hysteria, in me while you, amused, will ask yourself, — [what was fact, what was dream...]

amour

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If you try to love me through the question mark, you better stop; (do not). Nor even any dot upon the «i», on me, do not annex. With apostrophes, do not express yourself in the sight of my eyes. Neither a dash, don't use, nor even the round parentheses. Hyphens, hiatus, or small abbreviations, the comma, or the mark of exclamation, or even a semicolon, if it will seem to you on your handy, use it without error. Instant. Give up on making the corrections. Forget about any suffix, prefix, or all syllables. Also, at thous of interjections and numerals or anything might be. They are the proves that our love was written for being played and spoken only at plural. The vowels, like fruits, predicted by the flowers of a cherry tree, and metaphors in discreet onomatopoeia, will turn each sense in epithets… or, in ellipses inside this barbarous amour, to ride (with me and you), a new grammar's texture.

the invitation

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❝ It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life’s betrayals, or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit in pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own. If you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another, to be t...

nom de plume

with every hug and kiss diffused in my soul, under the cryptic word of my nom de plume, i designed each joy you painted in my mind, [why do you think the silence caught wings]

theme from paradise

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what kind of booze could get you drunk louder than life ```¿?

so what would I do

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so, what would I do in your story, — you wished to know and I, using a subtle monologue, I replied to you tenderly, — tonight, — grabbed in my dreams' fangs, you'll howl delightful… in your camouflaged entropy, I'll be devoured… your extraterrestrial kisses will hang smoothly around my neck like a scarf… my dreams' bedding will love to exude our wild emotions your smile will explode as you'd wished, wrapped in blues-jazzy notes

a 1000 times

dress me up____  with words¡؟ — with love؟¡ — with music¡؟ — with joy؟¡ — laughter is good —  with you؟¡ — details¡؟ — is our tint؟¡ — a 1000 times — much more؟¡ — a fantasy¡؟ — inflammable__

the beauty of who you are

i know every time you go away, you try to recreate the reason which makes you stay with me; the beauty of who you are sings next to the poetry of who i am in any pictures taken by the sun

silence

the whispers of nights tamed our silence pervaded in the conceptuality of longing that wear our dreams and desires allured by a feeling with the feelings of a feeling garnished with the deep call of allusions to stop the clock with the frisson of hope

when you need me

the dreams trace nobody, — they're traced

when evening comes

while we are fighting... i've already begun to think in what position we gonna make peace... happiness doesn't wear suits, doesn't make expensive gifts, but has two gentle eyes which you impatiently wait to see them again... when evening comes

desire

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❝ A lover knows only humility. He has no choice. He steals into your alley at night. He has no choice. He longs to kiss every lock of your hair. Don't fret, he has no choice. In his frenzied love for you, he longs to break the chains of his imprisonment. He has no choice.    A lover asked his beloved: Do you love yourself more than you love me? Beloved replied: I have died to myself and I live for you. I've disappeared from myself and my attributes, I am present only, for you. I've forgotten all my learnings, but from knowing you, I've become a scholar. I've lost all my strength, but from your power, I am able.    I love myself... I love you.    I love you... I love myself. I am your lover, come to my side, I will open the gate to your love. Come to settle with me. Let us be neighbors to the stars. You've been hiding so long, endlessly drifting in the sea of my love. Even so, you have always been connected to me...

that's what I see when I see you

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things were not going to get plan or conferred by some scheme, but rather to follow originality, attributed as you dreamed them (that's what I see when I see you) well-nuanced in a dream's color, exploring a dozen of feelings, so untamed, to get me in every... ...tomorrow, — (I think)… I think I will run inside it, (again)  ❝ Heavy wave's rushing in carried higher by the wind she looked down, she could feel her feet troubling as the mountain stood still Without looking, I can see colors coming out, from your skin the Moon is sinking under the sea that's what I see when I see you It's the way you talk to yourself that makes you different from all the rest and all the monsters deep down in the ocean tonight are coming up to hear you sing ❞

watching you

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don't let me sleep, but let me dream just a little bit more, — caress me to wake me up... use that tiny, tricky lure of yours... — a bittersweet black fine aroma wrapped into a velvety steam touched... [with the savor of love], — my lips will moan with pleasure while with a kitty eye I'll be watching you... — cheered up...

i feel it

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the lady asks, — are you free? the gentleman replied, — I'm expensive! you should feel me   as i feel it

here

i take a moment for myself... here... i love you...

'50s

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gently, touch me, — (as if you're blind) ride your lips, — (on my skin) arouse my longing, — (with your kiss) my lyrical whisper is, — (your love's escape...) (somewhere that looks like '50s)

lovely day

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you're the one who longs to peel me a grape, who sculptures with lips my body's temple you're the sanctuary of my devotion's stories wrapped in the veil of the songs I listen to you're the one who sniffs my flower's murmur so uninhibited in your sh*t out of love dialect you're the only one with whom I get a lovely day [et, bien sûr que si...] [je te kiffe de trop...]

do you dream of me

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Think of me as if you caress a shadow in the deepest fog whispering to the nights and to the days my name, but do it in the whispers of your whispered thoughts. From where did I come into your thoughts and why I came... why do you recognize me even if we didn't meet, why do you dream of me feeling me even if I do not touch you, don't ask yourself just whisper my name. Even the moon and the sun wait your whispers out of your whispered thoughts, — thoughts you have dreamed and you experienced them for I am You are I am You are I am You are I am You...

if you forget me

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❝ I want you to know one thing.  You know how this is:  if I look  at the crystal moon, at the red branch  of the slow autumn at my window,  if I touch  near the fire  the impalpable ash  or the wrinkled body of the log,  everything carries me to you,  as if everything that exists,  aromas, light, metals,  were little boats  that sail  toward those isles of yours, that wait for me.  Well, now,  if little by little you stop loving me  I shall stop loving you little by little.  If suddenly you forget me do not look for me,  for I shall already have forgotten you.  If you think it's long and mad,  the wind of banners  that passes through my life,  and you decide  to leave me at the shore  of the heart where I have roots,  remember  that on that day,  at that hour,  I shall lift my arms...

unconditional love

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i traveled at the lips of your thrilling hour and i sat on the cloud of your heart when your longs' drops rained on my soul, i noticed the physique of your stress using sirens' voice as a password, i logged in the mailbox of your soul, for forever your unconditional love fitted chic on me setting some kind of wonderful romance

love you madly

[you], you're like a star gazing to my gravity trance, pulsating in all 4 elements, — fire, earth, air, water, for you aim to purge my evilly sins by slamming them [on the length and breadth...] [on the high and low...] within the good vibrations felt in my smile, [aeonian], as i love you madly, [as you very], [sans comparison]

i'll play the blues for you

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like a crane, I'd stretch out my hands in your direction to hug you deeply but I'm too afraid not to harm a piece of your dreams right when I'll play the blues for you  

coco

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remember, please... a dream...‽ — let's take a random one... (coco...‽)

visions of my own

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preferred color, — the touch of yours in words combined from music brought by susurrus of muses to allow me to say, — your touch resembles the whisper of angels, delicately manifested into a part of me, where is impossible to oppose resistance but only to create visions of my own, with increased passions for making you feel as if I'd be everywhere

pride and joy

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when did you plan to tell me, to declare to me confidently you love me; what events should still happen for you to be able to articulate, with subject and predicate, the word, — (love...) and finely to can relieve yourself of this burden of pride and joy

deep in the night

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without any hesitation, deep in the night, you cuddled in the fountain of my heart happy there, you whistled and climbed up till the infinity column of my imagination excluding the tricks of shadows, I listen to your crystalline smile's footsteps, echoing i miss you... [how could I not?] i love you

poetry, — how does it feel...

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About seven seasons are in you and each of them is filled with feelings and their thrills. Thereby, — in spring, you're a zephyr… first glance, first kiss, first ecstasy. The summer is the burning love of yours. When autumn comes the bedding gets a fix. It's winter when you're freezing me with your gaze. Forgetfulness appears to be the coldest season felt from you... and yet, more intimate and more involved, it is the season when we meet in dainty fancy of the poetry, —  how does it feel... as you can see, —  you're unpredictability

to find you

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❝ ever since happiness heard your name, it has been running through the streets trying to find you ❞

peace and lovin'

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Anybody can tear you down for any reason and in unexpected ways by using their own inures, — treading you in their feet, and in the plenitude of your lovely mind and soul, (a.s.o), just because they miss the capability of joining in sharing something correctly. Their action is similar to an invalid, only for making others look as if they can never be loved while the truth is they're nothing else than pretenders, Pharisees hid behind masks for creating at least a feud between one to another, and most, for their own amusement. Not for nothing, you'll be blamed for anything you do just to feel cringed in all your behavior. Think. Thanks, life follows its own path, while they're caught in unnecessary spots and facts losing extraordinary moments out of this wonderful world. Music, peace and lovin' to all .

memory

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to write a novel about us could be an option; any memory is gonna gleam thru any future; would be as a dream that's rising at midnight to get a sparkle in any ray from morning dew; the ambassador will be a petite blue butterfly bringing bliss right when we're not expecting

when the fire hits the sea

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A handsome. A handsome person is one who doesn't even know how beautiful it is.  If someone tried telling him/her about it, will not accept the compliment, because are awfully stubborn to self-perfection. And I don't mean physical beauty, because “dolly-woman” and “dolly-man” might be many, but it doesn't automatic confer the status of a handsome person. No. No way… A handsome person is one whose mind is spectacular in its sharpness. Gives shiver. Makes hair lift only by the simple fact of letting own thoughts be nonconformist, but enough to caress the senses of the other. The handsome one knows how to dominate your feelings, taming and preparing 'em to dance sensually for him/her and then to hold you so intensely as you to no longer want to escape from the grip of its charm. A handsome person is a rarity. So damn rare. A law should be given for being protected cos fascinates like no other specimen from earth. [of course, someone is in my mind…] It's one with that c...

ketamine ☹ (humor)

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A guy tells a story: — “…after a romantic evening, I led her home, but before crossing the threshold, she turned to me and kissed me, then, she whispered to me, provocatively”, — “What about staying here overnight?”...  Hmm... I look at her and I answered, — “nooope…” (between us), — what the hell am I supposed to do all night long, (alone), in front of a door?

5678!

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Would you love a person who laughs at anything and could be noisy for is hiding tears of pains in her solitary soul? [Someone did it]. Would you encourage and determine this person to feel precious? [Someone did it]. Would you love a nitpicker person who underestimates itself and calls you at unexpected hours, weeping? 1…5678! Shout! [Someone did it]. Would you be able to love a person with inferiority complexes? [Someone did it]. Would you teach this person to not compare itself with others? [Someone did it]. Would you show that person how cool, unique, and different is it? [Someone did it]. Would you love that person with a lot and plenty of painful secrets? [Someone did it]. Would you listen to that person, hours, snuggling it with all your love? [Someone did it]. Would you love this person because dreams of that love depicted in books, one that provokes butterflies in your stomach? [Someone did it]. Would you love that person because isn't afraid to be different? [Someone did i...

oh, my love

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oh, my love... — are plenty of stuff you can't talk about them to anyone, choosing to tell 'em to night's realm

tchin-tchin — (one more kiss...؟‽ 🥂)

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At this hour like that, the gentleness of the wind flows over me. The whole universe loves me. And… (again), my shiny fancy outfit is my pajamas… — (carefully...), — I've combined a feeling with a word, which contains much more philosophy than usual, using the magic power of some incantation and the essence of (why-what-who…) it is, — a kind of… quiet and good-natured,  (؟‽)  — a kind of… alluring and perfidious, (؟‽) — a kind of… honest and open,  (؟‽)  — a kind of… pompous and mischievous,  (؟‽)  — a kind of… mute and stubborn,  (؟‽)  — (while all together maintain the scent of my bohème beauty, wrapped kindly...) ,  (in one's mystery...)  (؟‽). Those things created some connection, allowing me to make a trip on a route that seems not to be similar but rather meticulously updated, facilitating a story already lived and felt next to someone, which even if it isn't versed enough, influences all facets of emotional factors that make subst...

howl

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Shhh... Keep quiet... Are my whispers heard? Not?! In this case, time didn't come yet to get me out of your dream... Shhh... Keep sleeping I must sail under false colors for other wolves not ripping the metaphors of what we are when we howl at each other. Keep quiet... Keep sleeping... Keep shushing. Keep wolfy pace. Dream of me suggestively. I'll keep howlin' for you, coded.

tie your heart at night to mine, love

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« Tie your heart at night to mine, love, and both will defeat the darkness like twin drums beating in the forest against the heavy wall of wet leaves. Night crossing: black coal of dream that cuts the thread of earthly orbs with the punctuality of a headlong train that pulls cold stone and shadow endlessly. Love, because of it, tie me to a purer movement, to the grip on life that beats in your breast, with the wings of a submerged swan, So that our dream might reply to the sky's questioning stars with one key, one door closed to shadow. »

your wildest dreams

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at a time's hour, in a day, when you kissed me, you placed on my lips your mellifluous fantasy, forever, when I think of you, some of their witticisms to color me with passion of your wildest dreams…

beauty

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❝ I am fair, O mortals! Like a dream carved in stone,  And my breast where each one, in turn, has bruised himself Is made to inspire the poet in a love As eternal and silent as matter. On a throne in the sky, a mysterious sphinx, I join a heart of snow to the whiteness of swans; I hate movement for it displaces lines, And never do I weep and never do I laugh. Poets, before my grandiose poses, Which I seem to assume from the proudest statues, Will consume their lives in the austere study; For I have, to enchant those submissive lovers, Pure mirrors that make all things more beautiful: My eyes, my large, wide eyes of eternal brightness! ❞

fucking with myself

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you made me fucking in love with you in such a way that I don't even know anymore what to do with my own self as if the entire universe loves to see my spirit free and explosively wild for you, — (the cosmic creature taking the fire's shape, tamed so bluish by a magic trick of mine)

early in the morning

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start each day and live it in such a way that when you get out of bed, early in the morning, to make the devil say: aw shit, s/he's up

back to you

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love me today exactly as if I'd be a suave melody, be poetic, be like a painter full of gentleness in his enormous attention for any detail... — love me today exactly as if you are hypnotized by some drops of rain in a tropical summer night to cool you to cool me by this fever full of longing love me today exactly as if you search for a reason that brings me back to you, not in the morning, not even at midnight, but at the hour when you read... my savor

by my side

sensibility isn't feminine, is human and when it meets a man, it becomes poetry… (by my side)

in a dream — alive

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— do you know where you are? — …in a dream — which one? — an invented one — which one? — the one of an intimate exploration, hidden in the shape of an external search,      reshaped to keep the dream alive —  which one? — the dream you dream i feel you feel me

only to be with you

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we look like two molecules of hydrogen; we have similar valences breathing same incantations between two kisses fastened in a knot with all basic water's characteristics, — odorless, colorless, insipid, and invisible, enough for our love to not be seen in all we have and all that holds us to be, like a liquid mass in our senses reflecting desires to all places, i, only to be with you, you, only to be with me

radio song

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lightly... in the absent stronghold of her exquisite mind; and, oddly, his wildest dreams, disappeared; disappeared also all his interests, due to a radio song; a vicious one, reflecting love's phases and fears;

mon reve familier

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Je fais souvent ce rêv' étrang' et pénétrant D'une femm' inconnue, et que j'aime, et qui m'aime Et qui n'est, chaque fois, ni tout à fait la mêm' Ni tout à fait un' autr', et m'aim' et me comprend. Car elle me comprend, et mon cœur transparent Pour elle seul' hélas ! cesse d'êtr' un problème Pour elle seul', et les moiteurs de mon front blêm', Elle seule les sait rafraîchir, en pleurant. Est-elle brune, blonde ou rouss' ? Je l'ignor. Son nom ? Je me souviens qu'il est doux et sonore Comme ceux des aimés que la Vie exila. Son regard est pareil au regard des statues, Et, pour sa voix lointain' et calme et grav', ell' a L'inflexion des voix chères qui se sont tues.

extinguish my eyes

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❝ extinguish my eyes, i'll go on seeing you; seal my ears, i'll go on hearing you; and without feet, i can make my way to you, without a mouth, i can swear your name; break off my arms, i'll take hold of you, with my heart as with a hand; stop my heart, and my brain will start to beat; and if you consume my brain with fire, i'll feel you burn in every drop of my blood ❞