(positive… childlike… and smart…), [self-loving… and without defect…], (distraught, vulgar, mostly absent…), [or even saying, — hypocrite…], (with many-sided… or a freak…), [i'm not…], (i'm not?!), — [i'm not what some wish me to be], (i'm not what everything i feel), [nothing, regardless of whatever i act], (a soulless one… a dirty mind…), [not seen… not easy to get scanned], (because), — [stop...], [pause…], (this is a mask), [that is an aim], (this is a thought-through sentiment), [that is a test], (this is the fact), [some have to get informed a lot] made stars with moon a tête-à-tête, both confidently robed up in an infinity nightgown tailored in blue (not for just me…), [not for just you…]